Looking For Help To Start A New Business In 2021

Good afternoon! I am a full-time mom with a lot of side jobs like online selling, multi-level marketing investments, food business. I lost a lot of money during pandemic, even my own passion for business-I lost it all. I started to borrow money, it was good in the beginning, eventually, I went bankrupt because of too much interest. It's just like i'm working to pay the interest, the capital stays the same. They are already threatening me to post in social media, and I don't want like that. I don't want my kids to suffer because for sure, many people will see if they post me. That's why I am so desperate right now to borrow a money to finish all my debts and focus again on my business. I want to become better this time and learned my mistakes from this year. I usually earned 30k-50k a month depends on my effort. I can guarantee that I will never be a pain when it comes to paying. It just that I am so zero right now. I lost all my savings, and I just want to start a new beginning. Thank you